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I act like everything is fine. I laugh at people's jokes,i do silly things with my friends and i act like i have a carefree life. It's funny though. When i come back home,i just turn off that mental switch. Then suddenly i break down. I feel alone,empty,tired,i can't exactly describe how i feel into words. Its like i have 2 different me's. One for the public and one for myself. Only if they knew. Only if